you stole my heart and you're the one to blame

FUCK.
i cried.
again.

i was tumblr-ing.
and i went to your page.
i saw that post you reply me question.
and WTF i cried.
urgh :/

where's that forever you said?
your forever is only 2months+5days?
WOW.
NOT COOL.

yes.
so not.

and that fucking TV show..
damn that retard guy -,-
he was like sitting there..
and then he suddenly say
; i wanna eat hamburger


hamburger.
you love to say this word to me but till now i still dunno why :/

hey asshole,
i miss you so freakin much.
but you just wouldn't know.
you don't even care.
Eliza is right.
why the hell am i caring so much when you don't even care, even a bit.

haix.

you stole my heart and you're the one to blame.

                                                                   
                                                     this is true. depends on you believe or not.

party rock is in the house tonight :)

ohyeahhhbabee!
exam is overrr!
woooohooooo!
*yellingggg!

nah.
i'm not that excited anyway.
cuz i didn't really study for this exam :/
yea so..
don't be suprised if i didn't get no.8 again in class x)
i don't really care anymore.

yea so..
yesterday was CHINESE HISTORY and KH
did i study?
well it's a NO :D
* yea i know someone will be nagging at me if she saw this post -,-
CHINESE HISTORY i won't fail cuz at least i know how to do the objective part.
well KH..
60 objective and yes i tembak all ;)
yea i know.
cool.

and today was SCIENCE and GEOGRAPHY
SCIENCE sucks like hell cuz i didn't study it :)
GEOGRAPHY was cool.
cuz i at least study for a lil :)
thanks to that can of NescafeMocha ;)
haha.
and also WeiYit ;)
lucky i walk to your place and you stop at that page full of maps and i get to memorize it :)
yea but i just wont forgive You Estine ZhaoWei KaMun for repeating the word
; Melaka
so many times x)
screw youuuu :D
haha.

urgh.
i still have tution later :/
hate it!!

i dunno why you guys are blaming me for being normal?
you guys are shoo WEIRD :D
and c'mon.
i won't go back and find bearbear
you guys just wouldn't know how freakin much I HATE HIM.
he's worst than A BITCH.
yea i mean it.
even he's not a girl ><
but i just hate him
and that's all :)

okay,
BritneySpears's new song here :)
enjoyyy!

she's awesome people :) loveher.

yea i know this is weird >< haha.

 

i'm so lost without you.

够了。
林蔚君。
够了。
这样一点也不像你。

你在哭什么。
他都不在意了。
你还在等什么。
你还在哭什么。

不是说好要坚强的吗。
干嘛哭了。

你怎样真的很傻。
很傻。
很傻。
真的。

拜托。
振作。

他不值得你这样为他。
他到底算什么了。
不过是一个男人。
现在一切不都过去了吗。

是。
假装坚强是很累。
但是请不要让他看扁你。
认为你没有他不行。

就算事实是这样也拜托撑下去。
就算天要塌下来也拜托撑下去。

因为你不是别人。
你是林蔚君。

如果是想哭了。
你的姐妹们一直都在。
肩膀随时借你。
只是请记得,
撑下去。

因为一切都过去了。

you lost the love I loved the most.

曾经有一个
我很爱很爱的男人。

他很体贴。
他很关心我。
他很爱我。
他很爱跳舞。
他很聪明。
他很值得爱。

他是第一个..
那么疼我的人..
帮我进电话钱..
出去约会他付完所有的钱..
真的很疼很疼我。
他,
曾经是我的一切。

嗯。
曾经。

都过去了,
这一切。

是网恋。
我们俩。

我们分手过一次。
是在去年。
我生日前一天。

我哭得天崩地裂。
还甚至..
想过自杀。
只是想。
但最糟的事..
晚上我还得去参加别人的婚礼。

那一晚,
我一个人,
流着泪。
一个人。

今年,
4月15日,
复合了。
是他,
提出的。
而我,
接受了。
原因,
我爱他。

我没有不要脸。
只是每个人都有权利去追求自己要的幸福。

曾经想过
可以这样到永远。

呵。

很傻。

我懂。

他带给我的回忆,
太多,
太美。
有人叫我忘了他,
抱歉。
我做不到。

因为我很敢肯定,
我这一生中,
不会再有这么爱的一个男人。

真的。

那个娃娃。
有人叫我把它收起来,
直到对你的感觉消失了,
再拿出来,
再爱上你多一次。
不错吧?
嗯。
我也这么想。
黄裕安,谢啦!

没有要一直缠着你的意思。
只是,
在看见你幸福之前,
我还想一直守护着你。
不介意吧?
朋友。

我没有哭。
不是因为我不重视这段感情。
只是因为,
我习惯了坚强。
呵。
白烂。

刘子僖,
两个月的时间。
不长不短。
但,
刻苦铭心。

这是最后一篇,
写你的了。
答应我,
幸福。
我们从此,
就只是朋友了。

嗯。
最后,谢谢你。

一切。

谢谢。

exam week!

yep.
exam.
haha.
why am i laughing anyway?
its not funny.

okay,
forth day of exam liao.
its going..
em..
okay?
kidda.

first day;
CHINESE GEO and BM
chinese geo is erm..
difficult.
yea.
well, BM is easyyy :D
haha.
weird lah.
ppl say chinese geo is easy but to me its so not ><
BM is easy but they say its difficult?
who's problem now?
haha.

second day;
PHYSICS and ENGLISH :D
PHYSICS #fail for sure ;)
haha.
and ENGLISH
holy mama! its super damn easy!
wheeeee!

third day;
CHINESE and SEJARAH
CHINESE okay okay lohh :p
cuz i did study it..
and SEJARAH
dont ask crap :p
sure fail de this one!
my objective 14/50
cooool huh?

forth day, that means today;
MATHS only :)
though it would be super difficult ><
but thank god it's not too difficult lahh x)
haha.
不会很难,可是有难度。
get it?!
good :D

wednesday tomorrow,
no schoool!
cooool.
:D
okay that's all people :)
buh-byeeee!

that should be me__JustinBieber :)

told you i would be here forever.

current profile picha :)

this is for all KCH-ians that's gonna take exam next week.

okay now.
talk about this freakin lame holiday.
no.
shouldn't say its a holiday..
its a...
hmm..
fine. i dunno what to call it ><

projects homeworks projects homeworks @@
these are what we, Jr2E have for our holiday.
nice presents teachers -,- THANKS.
english project damn easy only.
wikipedia then okay liao :D

but history project..
i feel like kiling myself.
and the teacher..
YES, SERIOUSLY DUDE.
urgh :/

school re-open tomorrow.
i feel good.
YES, SERIOUSLY.
but i just dont wanna finish my homeworkss!!
FUCK KCH!
FUCK MCDONLAD!!
oppss!
sorry x)
hahaha`

haix.
next week exam ehh!!
super damn scare leh me.
actually this whole "holiday" horr..
i didn't study anything de :D
i just wake up`sleep`eat`online and sleep again! ;)
ehehe.
pro lehh?
thanks thanks!
but anyway,
all the best people!
lovess.

erm..
nothing more i think..
here's a nice song for you guys :)
buh-byeee!

yea i know. old song liao >< but i shuang jiu hao :p you blow ah? :D haha

Give your smile to everyone, but your heart to ONLY ONE :)

yo peeps! ><
sorry for not updating these few days :p
haha`
so im now here to talk about
MY FIRST DATE :D
hehe ><

-
29thMay
best day ever in my lifee :)
went midvalley with my darlinggg :)
haha.
seriously,
i was kidda nervous when i reached there.
i keep thinking what to say and blahblahblah xD
meet up at StudioR with him :)
and you know what's the first sentence i say?!
LOL
"做莫你带他来?"
haha.
cuz darling bring his GAY FRIEND :D along :p
haha`
not telling who is he...
or not he'll chop me next time we meet x)

then went shopshopshop lohh!
bought lots of things :p
ohnoworries.
he paid for EVERYTHING :D
yep. EVERYTHING.
envy me envy me?
hehe`

okaynow, here's the main point :p
im gonna tell you how he hold my hand :D
we're walking mah,
then he accidentally 撞到我的手 x)
and then he hold my hands like that ><
lame right?
ahaha.
and he still go "blahblahblahh`" after he hold my hands :p
okay i admit.
那一刻我有觉得有人在我的心里面撒花 ><
LOL.

走到一半horr...
damn shit my leg is bleeding :x
cuz that stupid shoe lahh ><
and then darlingg was like
"走走走...去买鞋子`"
make me laugh like hell.
of cuz i didn't say okay lah.
just go watson's to buy plaster then continue shop :p

went to a japanese shop to buy icecream.
LOL.
that flavour was a big EWWWW!
haha`
eat a lil then give darling eat liao.
甜 dao ah ><
haha.
but if you're clever enough hor,
你应该懂这是我的阴谋 :p
ahahaha x)

and then went to ActionCity to buy ugly dolll!!
yep.
this one`

cute right?

his name is OX

not the animal one.

OX stands for kisses and huggs! ;)

hmm.
then we went for
Diary of a Whimpy Kid
LMAO.
i love the babyyy!
he is freakin cutee!
AHHHH! xD

erm.
that's all i think :p
byebyeee!