useless me :/ sigh.

[21/7]
okay now.
it's 21st today :/
a month since we break up.
like wow. time flows.

being honest,
i still miss you.
yeah ikr.
useless me :/
ugh.

i don't want to.
but my heart + brain doesn't listen to me already :(

it only takes you one second to pull me down from heaven into hell.
its like last second we still use to share a cup of icecream
and the next second i even have to hesitate a few minutes before sending you a 'hi' in chatbox.

WOW.
big difference huh.
that's just so...
SAD :/
sigh.

trust me.
i don't blame you or hate you at all.
maybe i should even thank you for breaking my heart the second time and make me stronger.

不要哭
至少你和我记得很清楚。
爱 ♥
是为皮此祝福。

那天去mlk,
我真的有股冲动想去找你 :/
只是我告诉自己不行。
该放下的
该记得的
终究都是要的。

我知道自己还很喜欢你，
只是我害怕去面对事实
我知道我们是不可能在一起的了

其实我没那么坚强，
不过是一而再的坚强 :/

那天ox差点被没收的时候,
我差点哭死。
我知道就算我要死，
我也不会让学长把我们最后的回忆
给拿走。:/
呵。

你知不知道我和你分手最大的遗憾是什么？
哈哈。
就是当时没有强吻你 ><
变态。
哈哈。
我懂。