# let the reason be LOVE

so,
i spent my whole fuckin morning at the disciplinary office :p
YES.
SERIOUSLY.
haha :p


remember i dont wanna hand in my maths file? :D
YEAHHHH.
so maths teacher bring me to the disciplinary office :D
kay then 华姐 was like ;
什么事?
maths teacher ;
这个同学上2个星期应该交的功课没有交
华姐 ;
很好。来。什么班? 名字?
me ;
Jr2E 林蔚君
华姐 ;
初二E啊! 


YEAHH WHAT'S WRONG -,-


lol.
so she asked my maths teacher to phone my mum :O
well of cuz i din gave him :p
i dialed my own number (Y)
haha!


then of cuz nobody answered lahh.
so华姐ask me to bring my homework there and finish copying it,
then i can go ;p


so i spent my whole morning there.
it's not that creepy though :p
hehe.
Kath, Caroline, Enji and Cherry came "visit' me while recess :p
haha!


i done it around 11.30am
i'm going there again tomorrow morning.
for the final check -,-
sien ;p


class competition started today.
we won PingPong..only ;p
lol
boys gave up for basketball -,-
BASTARDS :s


fine.
gonna ponteng again tomorrow :)
kay so bye!
all the best people!

# i miss your smile, but i miss mine more

so,
i went 爬山 this morning with my mum, sister, 姑丈and his son, WeiLe ;p

haha.
i was awake around 7.30am
then i was like
GO?
CONTINUE SLEEPING?
GO?
CONTINUE SLEEPING?
till 8am :p

so at last i went.

姑丈came to fetch us around 8.45am
then he fetch ZhiWen to her ballet studio :)
around 9.15am we reach the..
emm..hill?
LOL

i'm already half dead when i reach 半山 -,-
and the craziest is my 姑丈 already finished one round from up till down!
and i'm like :O
kay i know i'm lame.

i give up that time :p
my mum, sis and WeiLe continue climbing ><

i rest awhile then i walk down the hill slowly.

and FUCK IT.
when i reached the 山脚,
my 姑丈 is already there.
and he told me he finished two round from up till down.
i wanna kill him :x

went for breakfast after that.
then went to fetch ZhiWen then we went home ;)

mum say from now on every Sunday we needa go for it :(
ughh.

class competition is starting tomorrow!
all the best to everyone ;)

# no quit. no fear

skipped school today :O
haha.
kay actually i fall sick.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.

i have no idea why people say i ponteng, don't wanna hand in homework so i'm absent.
like why can't you guys trust me :'(

so,
i went midvallay for REAL STEEL today.
trust me peeps.
THAT SHOW IS AMAZING (Y)

(Y)

just like Nadiah said,

i really feel like running around in the cinema yelling ;

I LOVE HUGH JACKMAN :D

haha :p

and that lil boy,

he is gorgeous.

his eyes are beautiful.

and he looks like bieber :O

he's beautiful.

and then there's BREAKING DAWN's trailer before the movie.

and i was like shaking my dad and keep saying ;

EDWARD CULLEN SO HOT! OMG!

then my dad was like ;

KAY I GET IT. SHUT UP -,-

haha :p

and we sat at the 2nd row.

it's kidda uncomfortable when you're watching the show.

but nvm,

it's worth it :p

and on the 1st row,

there's a bunch of fucked up indian teens.

like WTF

they're like monkeys.

yelling like a cow.

FUCK.

so dang noisy i feel like kicking their head.

asshole -,-

the movie is almost 2hours.

so it ended on 3pm sth.

we took our lunch at FOOD JUNCTION

then went CHATIME to grab my MOCHA+PEARL :D

hehe.

LIFE IS AMAZING (Y)

kay.

i'll end here.

cuz my fucked up sister wants to chat with her lil buddies -,-

ugh.

KIDS :O

# I'm the opposite of a slut, cuz I never give a fuck

went  to my primary school today :)
cuz they're celebrating CHILDREN'S DAY today (Y) :D

woke up around 6am -,-
OMFG.
i was like so fuckin tired i dont wanna wake up.
but then i dont wanna stay at home all alone D:
so lonely.
haha!
so i just pull myself up from the bed.

reached school around 7am++
meet up with Kelly
waited for Waddatt to reach.
then chatted outside the guard house.
around 7.30am Cindy reached!
i was like so excited cuz she told me she's not coming ;P
haha!
okay imma change this post to chinese cuz my friends are lazy to read english posts -,-

然后忘记了是什么老师叫我们进礼堂看表演。
开始是董事长,一大堆长致辞啦..
有够力sien到 -,-
我们讲我们的,
他们讲他们的 :p
哈哈!

然后waddatt就说要去厕所 xD
就陪她去咯..
结果出到去,
看到梁老师,
我们6年级的级任,
跑过去和她聊 ;)
过后Cikgu Tan,
我们6年级的国语老师,
也跑过来..
就聊啊,
过后有拍照 (Y)
结果最后我们没有上到厕所,
直接回去礼堂看表演 xD

因为坐在礼堂里很闷,
我们就上去礼堂上面..
看到几个啦啦仔,
一开始以为是哪里跑来要捣乱的废才..
哪里懂看清楚才发现是同一届毕业的 -,-
恶心啦..

我们上楼梯的时候,
我就吓她们讲有鬼 :p
然后啊waddatt就和我说她撞邪 -,-
我也有叻 ><
她说最近个很多人中招worr :O
我是星期三晚上,
11点多关电脑要睡觉的时候,
我在房间里面一直闻到很强有人烧冥纸的味道 :O
然后又听到有人讲话..
明明全家人都睡了..
我很怕..
整个很想哭了 :'(

然后9.30am的时候,
茶会就开始了 :D
FOREVER EATING (Y)
哈哈!
去梁老师的班拿食物 :p
她有给我们一个chocolate cupcake..
很..
恶心 :p
因为是整个chocolate,
吃到很想呕 :p

过后就去李美仪的班 -,-
2年级的小孩子..
真的很讨厌!!
骂也不会听..
ughhh.
gek死我 :p

在那边呆很久..
有闷到 -,-
又没有食物吃,
还要对着一大堆小孩子 -,-
显。
我有一点点不爽啦..
浪费我的时间..
ishhh.

然后就逃跑啦当然 :p
到处逛 ><
其实很闷啦 D:

他们12.50pm放学
我就和Kelly Cindy Waddatt XueTing JessMin JiaHui PeiYing SzeChien WanYing SuhMei 去kuchai lama 那边吃pizza hut (Y)
JessMin的妈妈belanja :p
那个bill rm200++
吓到我们 :p

大概2.30pm我爸爸就来载我了 ;)
很棒的一天!
至少没有自己一个人孤零零在家 :p
哈哈!
照片迟些再upload :)

kay bye!

# i think i still care

went malacca with family today :)

i told nobody i'm going there.
neither nigel, neither jacklyn, neither zhengee.
i dont know why but..
maybe i just want to go back to those days when i dont know anyone from there :)
or maybe i'm not ready yet to meet any of them.
well, maybe.
who knows?

reached there around 10am sth.
went shopping at dont know what mall xD
haha.
then went Jonker Street at the evening :)
cuz it's weekday so it's kidda bored :O
haha.
bought some soft candies for the vampires :D
and also the 2E-ians :)

kay.
that's all :)
let the photos do the talking!

with daddy :)

on the way to malacca!

perasan-ing :p

heart ;)

the sister :P

with mummy :)

sister with mummy :)

cendol :D yumyum!

# there's a party on the roof top on top of the world

BOOOOOOOOOM.

yaaay!
this time final is OFFICIALLY OVER :D
thank god :p

but the bad news is..
i'm so gonna fail both the subjects we had today :/
CHINESE and SEJARAH.
who ever pass these two subjects,
are IDIOTS.

when i get the CHINESE paper.
i was like :O
then i stare at Summer.
then we both shake our head and sigh.
haha!

then SEJARAH.
it's god damn difficult lah.
i keep staring at the paper.
idk what on earth is the question asking :O
EPIC FAIL.

then i say the clock pointing 10.30am
then i thought this paper is until 11.00am
then i was like
OH FUCK OH FUCK!
cuz that time i only done 5 questions.
then i terus tembak.
and when i finished,
i was like,
EHH, NOT UNTIL 11.15am MEH?
speechless xD
haha.

then after SEJARAH paper is maths period.
that dumbass keep reminding me i hadn't hand in my maths file.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK

ponteng with Summer in science period.
actually we both was talking,
then suddenly a whole bunch of fellas went out.
then i thought they're going toilet,
so we followed out.
but when we reached toilet,
only we realize they're going for ICAS.
haha!
so we just ponteng that period lah.
damn sien.
walking around the school dont know what to do :p

i scored 80 for my chinese history (Y)
I'M SUCH A GENIUS, IKR.
when i saw the result i was like
yelling, running around the class shouting " i scored 80!"
haha :p

kay that's all bye!

# and now you're not a fairytale

retake exam!

BLAH.

kay.
thought it's gonna be effin hard.
but then NO.
ahaha.
it's kidda okay, to me.

physics almost same with the last paper.
then english damn shit easy lah :p
bm (Y)

first time i don't needa think then i can answer the questions :D
PRONESS BITCH :D

well,
pearl and ming came back today ;)
they changed alot.
hotter and hotter.
like honestly.

haha.
kay short update :)
bye!

# put your hands up and say you like me

I'm jealous,
because she's so much better than me,
and she could take you away so easily,
it really scares me. 

i wish tomorrow will never come : /
OMFG.
i have no mood to study at all.
but i seriously don't wanna fail.


DAMN.
what should i do?


BLAH.


i studied a lil physics and sej.
well,
don't feel like studying others.
or maybe i'll study a lil before the paper.

i hate to get stuck at home in weekends.
feel like SHIT.


i went to read back our wall posts today.
wall posts with that him.
AND GUESS WHAT?
i cried.
i'm god damn useless.
yea i know : /

the Cullens plan to go outing next wednesday.
i think i can't make it cuz maybe i'm going Malacca.
plus, i'm freakin poor these days.
cuz i have still have the class trip, remember?
LACK OF MONEY :O
but i'll still try to ask my mum :)

i wanna watch Real Steel :D
my sis watched it and she say it's (Y)
maybe i'm going for it next saturday after school :)

kay.
my blog post is just so fuckin lame.
and i hate my single life.
i feel so lifeless.
OH GOD.

The worst feeling is pretending you don't care about something,

when really it's all you seem to think about.

# make me feel like i was the only one

Your face, nose, mouth, eyes, everything that is in you.
I really miss you.


my daddy's bday today! :D
hehe.


i din bought him any present.
kay sorry dad :p


i still hate my maths teacher.
he din want me to hand in my maths file today :D
yay!
at first i wanna pretend i have gastric and go to 医疗室
but i'm lazy.
LOL
so i din make it :p

watched a movie in History period.
it's a (Y)
something about 德国人and犹太人's dont know what shit.
kay BLAH.
i din really concentrate cuz i'm copying homework :p
and the lil boy's name is 布鲁诺,
should've add a 妈死 behind xD
LOL

teacher din come in at Art period and 辅导period.
kay so we continued the movie lah.
then recess time we went online to check the hotel rates for the class trip.
not going to stay in FirstWorld cuz...
ehmm, idk why :p

missed my bus after school.
so wait at school till 4.15pm for my dad.
went basketball court to see 'em train for 班级赛
chatted with Eliza Nadja and Camille
Eliza purposely pull me with her then yell "HEY!" to Brandon.
kay, awkward xD

no school tomorrow!
needa study for the 5 subjects that we needa retake.
kay
LIFE SUCKS :)
byeee!

thanks for acting like you care :)

# swag to the rhythm of love

Don't tell me "i miss you", when you're throwing those words at other people too.


again.
another freakin school day.
ugh.


I HATE MY EFFIN MATHS TEACHER.
damn.
like c'mon lah.
i din hand in that maths file obviously i'm telling you i don't want marks lah.

and you know what he say?!
he say since that i don't care, he'll minus whole class's marks.
and i'm WTF!

I HATE HIM LIKE FOREVER!
BLAH.

kay.
now talk about the class trip :D
the max for the fees is only rm130.
including tickets for outdoor, hotel room, transport.
haha.
i'm too lazy to plan all these so i let WeiYit Cherry Angeline they all do it :p
looking forward to it badly!
i thought of bringing beers there :p
ehehe.

we're all like so excited we keep talking about it in class (Y)
and we actually ignored next week's exam.
lol.

Sej period the whole class almost freak out :p
ahaha.
梁伯passed by.
and he stopped outside our class very long.
Sej period mah.
we're all buddy to teacher.
one gang, one gang sit together.
talking and stuff.
so everyone ran back to their own places lah.
i very乖i sit at Angeline's place copy homework so i don't needa run xD
then after we greet teacher,
he come in.
he's like
"前几天报告才说上课不要走过位,可是刚才我看见很多人跑过位。我刚才惩罚了初一的学生,如果我不惩罚你们的话,公平吗?"
"不---公---平---"
"对啦。可是我给你们一次机会,下次再给我看到你们这样,全班一起惩罚。乱七八糟! 起立。"
"起立,行礼。谢谢梁副校长。"
then when he go out,
the boys was like,
"fuck you fuck you fuck you!"
LOL.

after school,
I SAW HIM :p
ahahaa.
and then Nadiah said today's Mxian's last day.
and i'm like :O
then she say, "see. Regine is also sad."
LOL
then Mxian was like, "wanna eat icecream not? i belanja."
then i'm like, "WANT!"
haha xD
then she say not last day lah.
just Senior2 听课 for one week.
chehhhhh.

then she told us she's going MidValley tonight.
to eat SushiKing
there's promotion there.
rm2/plate.
then me and Nadiah was like, "I WANNA GO!"
haha!

then at first we wanna take again the video for JunHann de.
to wish him Happy Birthday
cuz the last one is kidda like..
LOL.
haha.
but our car is here dy,
so yea.
maybe tomorrow again.

another lame post.
kay bye!

It's hard to fake a smile,

when your heart can barely breathe.

# that sad moment when you miss someone but they just won't give a fuck

SAGITTARIUS has many fears but won't show it. 
A loner. 
Have own unique appeal. 
Defend loved ones with all their abilities.


and yep,
that's me :D


gosh.
school sucks.
everybody is still so in the holiday mood.
i don't wanna study lah.
fuck it.


i hadn't told my mum i needa retake that 5 subjects next Monday and Tuesday.
well of course i won't.
or not my broadband is gonna be missing :s
haha!


okay let's talk bout some cool thingys (Y)
our class is currently planning a 2day1night class trip to Genting next month.
kay then i'm the half organizer lah :D
i also dont know why suddenly i'll be the organizer xD
just know that today computer period they checked the hotel rates and stuff.
and they start to like
" ehh Gine. come here. see this is the blahblahblah "
" GineGine! see this blahblahblah "
haha.
the whole computer period i'm busy running around :p


BLAH.

hehe.
at first i thought i can't make it cuz i rmb my dad said we're going Malacca.
then he told me it's canceled.
and i'm like dancing in the room :p
ahaha!

i hate my maths teacher.
kay ignore this.
i just don't know what to blog.

and my paper clay is almost done! :D
thanks to the awesome SummerYuen ;)

LOL.
kay this post is so lame.
kay bye!

# you say you don't care, but only your heart knows the truth

here i am people!
feel like i din blog for a long time :O

okay.
i bet you guys heard the freakin news right?
we Jr2 needa retake exam.
5 subjects.

at first it's gonna be on 31st and 1st of Nov.
but then McD change the date to next Monday and Tuesday.
like cmon lah dumbass.
we only have 6days to study!
and i freakin dont wanna fail.

ughhhh :'(

nobody have the mood to study already.

haiz.
but what to do?
McD say 已成定局。
like fuck you lah.
已成定局。

this school is lame!
i have no idea why could people say it's (Y)

get a pair of glasses or contact lenses people!

# i know it's crazy thinking back on the days that you used to call me darling

and i'm so sick of love song, too tired of tears


fridayyyyy.

nothing much happened today.
H class got spotcheck.
yea.
nothing to do with me :p

Summer is absent.
nobody's suprise :O
haha.

spent first recess with The Cullens aka Sohami Gang :D
well, Evon didn't join cuz she has stuff to do.
too bad :/
Jessie is leaving, i want to appreciate every chance with her now.
maybe we'll also spent tomorrow's recess together :)
so gonna miss her after she leave.

i failed my chinese geography.
i think i'm the worst one in class.
but heard that maybe we'll needa retake like 5 papers.
cuz yea.

music class is (Y)
teacher let us listen
Bruno Mars's Count On Me 
FTIsland's Hello Hello
CNBlue's 因为想念
胡夏's 那些年
nice songs :)

i was like
"OMFG Bruno Mars damn hot damn hot!"
NONSTOP.
hehe.
teacher say he looks like a blind people.
and i'm like -,-

BLAH.

idk why but i have no mood to blog :(

mmm,
kay then,
bye!

(Y)

open up my mind with these spoken words,

let this music heal like an overture

# one step to happy ever after

the best feeling is when you look at him... and he's already staring.

mustache :D
current profile picha

went to find Eliza this morning :)

just chatted awhile and i cried :'(

haha.

yea i know 

I'M LAME.

idk why.

but that feeling this gang is broken is so strong :/

i hugged her and Stella so tight.

i cant stop crying.

my eyes and nose is like so red.

and i'm still outside A class.

embarrassing.

and i just run back to class and continue crying.

when i left,

i saw her eyes are kidda red too :/

hah.

and of course,

other than friendship problems,

MY RESULTS :/

it's not that worst,

but i feel like committing suicide :/

i studied so hard to get good results.

but i really think i'm an idiot.

yesterday was my grandpa's 忌日

i was thinking whether it's also gonna be my 忌日 in future?

but then i thought of Eliza

i cried.

idk since when,

but i feel so lost when she's not around.

i din saw her in school for 2days and i'm like

"我很想念颖佳"

every second.

i scored 70.5 for my sejarah :D

after adding the exercise mark and small test mark.

THANKGOD.

haha.

and 75 for my chinese sejarah (Y)

just the paper lah.

but i only get 30 for my maths

kay imma genius ikr.

i really fuckin hope i can get 70 for my average :|

i want that guitar so dang badly.

ughhhh.

teachers din really teach today.

so yeah.

read Enji's novel 《被爱,却孤独》for the whole day.

IT'S EFFIN AWESOME (Y)

haha.

Summer had a serious gastric in the afternoon.

on physics period.

so me and Camille teman her to 医疗室 to rest.

haha.

and we're so lifeless 

we went to play the wheelchair xD

but honestly 

IT'S FUN :D

lol.

kay ignore me :p

we were like competing in the room.

haha.

AWESOME EXPERIENCE (Y)

geography teacher din come so we get to playyy :D

haha.

when the whole class in like running around half insane,

someone yelled "梁伯来着啊啊!"

and all of us was like,

"坐回原位啊!梁伯来着啊!"

"关电脑!关掉那个音乐啊白痴!"

and then when 梁伯pass by,

we're like

---SILENCE---

and we know that he'll pass by 2nd time.

then when he FINALLY go far our class,

we're like

"oii快点开回电脑!dengg刚才听到哪一首歌了?"

THIS IS US :D

haha :p

Summer is teaching me and Camille guitar :)

we both are currently learning Avril's My Happy Ending ;)

i still needa use Summer's guitar,

cuz yeah.

i really really REALLY hope i can get that guitar.

pray for me :)

i haven done my art homework

the mounting board and paper clay.

kay i know

I'M USELESS.

whateverr.

oops!

long long post already :p

haha.

kay so bye!

Eliza recommended this song to me :)

it's a (Y)

enjoy!

Hold your head high, 

and your middle finger higher,

let him know what he's missing :)

# i feel like a zombie come back to life

HOORAYYYY :D
final's over world!

i feel like a zombie come back to life :p
haha!

last two papers are
Chinese Geography & KH
Chinese Geography sucks.
cuz i study nothing.
haha.
i dont have the mood to study.
screw it.
kay then, KH
shoot shoot shoot shoot!
LIKE A BOSS :D
credits to Summer :)
haha!

maybe because final is finally over,
Nadiah & Zenee is kidda like insane today :O
Nadiah was like
" ohh Regine! i feel like dragging you to my house to watch Smurfs and play clay! "
and i'm like
" play clay? dude are you okay? xD "
and she was like
" yea clay! what's wrong someone play clay? "
and i'm like
" nah. nothing wrong >< "
LOL

and then when we're on the way back
me and Nadiah was chatting and Zenee is talking to her friend behind.
then Zenee keep playing Nadiah's hair and then Nadiah was like
" kay now. i'm talking to Regine and there's a bunny behind playing my hair! "
haha :p
and Zenee was like
" c'mon Nadiah! bunnies dont do things like that. "
and she choose to ignore Nadiah's words and keep playing xD
haha!
then i ask how long's Nadiah's hair.
she say it's still short.
and then Zenee was like
" yea just like your height. "
meanie :p
LMAO.

Enji borrowed me a chinese novel today :)
and since that final is over,
i think i can get to finish it by tomorrow :p
ehehe!

kay then,
gtg!
buhbyeeee ;)

(Y)

说不喜欢你了,

都是假的 :')

# but i am closer to the clouds up here

it's friday friday! :D
haha :p

had BM paper today :)
FAIL.
damn.
it's like so difficult and the 1st question i already dunno what's the answer.
SAD IKR :'(

haha.
so we only had one paper today so went MV with le Cullens after school :D
saw Lenox Azhan Erica and blahblahblah xD
kay i just forget ada siapa lagi :p
damn those people.
first i went toilet to change.
and that woman was like staring at me and ask if i ponteng.
then i was like "we have exam today so school release earlier"
but she keep blahblahblah there like a chicken.
INSANE :O

we saw a Dream Catcher :D
but we din buy it cuz,
lack of money :p
haha.

kay then.
went PapaRich for breakfast :)
then went for Dream House :D
i just found that Lenox is sho childish -,-
we went to buy tickets and i ask which row he bought.
and he was like i'm not watching that movie.
kay fine.
then after we went in the cinema.
he and Azhan followed behind.
then he's like,
my friend accidentally booked the tickets so i have free tickets :D
like dude,
ask your friend to be careful next time :p
LOL.
kay it's not scary but i screamed :O
embarrassing :p
it's awesome (Y)
honestly :)

went to buy Chatime after the show :)
had Mocha+Pearl :D
as usual.
haha!
then went to a japanese shop to buy chips then went back to school.
Vern's mum reached school earlier.
so she was like
"Gine gimme your glasses."
"Change bag with me! Change!"
like a crazy chicken :p
haha.
and she's like hiding beside Jess when we cross the bridge.
LMAO.
but of cuz she din got caught.
god blessed.
haha.

chat with Jess Eliza at bball court and finished the chips :D
then go bus stop teman Jess wait her mum.
heart-to-heart chat with Eliza after that :)
saw Lenox walking from bridge to bus stop ALONE :O
aww mr. lonely :p
LOL!

kay then Eliza went back first.
then my dad come after a few mins she left.

GREAT DAY (Y)

(Y)

= it seems like we always want things we can never have =

# act like a lady, think like a boss

EXAM WEEK!
pfft.
sucks like hell.

Maths and Geo paper was at the first day.
damn.
i was like WTF :O
when i saw the Maths paper.
i have no idea what crap it is :p
haha.
ohkay, so it's a FAIL :/
Geo is ohkay, though.

then it's Physics and Chinese
both (Y)
first time in my entire life i know what Physics paper is writing.
god.
I FEEL PROUD :D
haha!
Chinese is ohkay.
yea of course it's ohkay.
i study both these subjects till midnight ><

yesterday was Chinese History and English
did well in both papers.
especially English, of course :p
haha.
did many careless mistakes in the Chinese History paper.
i think i lose about 10 marks :/
ish.

no exam today so get to rest :)
finals are seriously driving everybody crazy ><
haha!
but after next tuesday,
ZE WHOLE WORLD IS GONNA PARTAY LIKE IT'S THE END OF ZE WORLD!
haha ><
i cant wait :p

going MidValley with ze CULLENS and Jr2E gang ;)
gonna watch a movie with CULLENS and the Jr2E's wanna go study ><
sorry for dumping you guys :p
you know how long i've been waiting for this day ah?
haha!

kay that's all :)
good luck for finals pees!

this actually happened to me :O

(Y)

hell yea babe!

GOSH.

I THINK I FALL FOR HIM :O