# one step to happy ever after

the best feeling is when you look at him... and he's already staring.

mustache :D
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went to find Eliza this morning :)

just chatted awhile and i cried :'(

haha.

yea i know 

I'M LAME.

idk why.

but that feeling this gang is broken is so strong :/

i hugged her and Stella so tight.

i cant stop crying.

my eyes and nose is like so red.

and i'm still outside A class.

embarrassing.

and i just run back to class and continue crying.

when i left,

i saw her eyes are kidda red too :/

hah.

and of course,

other than friendship problems,

MY RESULTS :/

it's not that worst,

but i feel like committing suicide :/

i studied so hard to get good results.

but i really think i'm an idiot.

yesterday was my grandpa's 忌日

i was thinking whether it's also gonna be my 忌日 in future?

but then i thought of Eliza

i cried.

idk since when,

but i feel so lost when she's not around.

i din saw her in school for 2days and i'm like

"我很想念颖佳"

every second.

i scored 70.5 for my sejarah :D

after adding the exercise mark and small test mark.

THANKGOD.

haha.

and 75 for my chinese sejarah (Y)

just the paper lah.

but i only get 30 for my maths

kay imma genius ikr.

i really fuckin hope i can get 70 for my average :|

i want that guitar so dang badly.

ughhhh.

teachers din really teach today.

so yeah.

read Enji's novel 《被爱,却孤独》for the whole day.

IT'S EFFIN AWESOME (Y)

haha.

Summer had a serious gastric in the afternoon.

on physics period.

so me and Camille teman her to 医疗室 to rest.

haha.

and we're so lifeless 

we went to play the wheelchair xD

but honestly 

IT'S FUN :D

lol.

kay ignore me :p

we were like competing in the room.

haha.

AWESOME EXPERIENCE (Y)

geography teacher din come so we get to playyy :D

haha.

when the whole class in like running around half insane,

someone yelled "梁伯来着啊啊!"

and all of us was like,

"坐回原位啊!梁伯来着啊!"

"关电脑!关掉那个音乐啊白痴!"

and then when 梁伯pass by,

we're like

---SILENCE---

and we know that he'll pass by 2nd time.

then when he FINALLY go far our class,

we're like

"oii快点开回电脑!dengg刚才听到哪一首歌了?"

THIS IS US :D

haha :p

Summer is teaching me and Camille guitar :)

we both are currently learning Avril's My Happy Ending ;)

i still needa use Summer's guitar,

cuz yeah.

i really really REALLY hope i can get that guitar.

pray for me :)

i haven done my art homework

the mounting board and paper clay.

kay i know

I'M USELESS.

whateverr.

oops!

long long post already :p

haha.

kay so bye!

Eliza recommended this song to me :)

it's a (Y)

enjoy!

Hold your head high, 

and your middle finger higher,

let him know what he's missing :)